Do you remember your first love? Do you remember the first time you stole a glance at her? Did it ever occur to you that you will fall for her one day? Or was it love at first sight? Who made the first move, you or her? When it first started, you two were just friends. Conversations over msn stretched into the wee hours and you started texting each other. You could text all day, about everything and anything. From homework to food to movies. Receiving a message from her will brighten up your day, putting a wide silly smile on your face. Then it became phone calls. Chatting on the phone for hours on end. Now you are at the "it's complicated" stage. Your classmates don't know that you two are close. The secret glances that you two exchange seem to hint something that only the both of you will understand. And this makes school life even more interesting. There is never a day that you will dread going to school. But you ain't sure of how she feels towards you. And so you started getting close to her friends, hoping to get some clues on her feelings. You learn to keep track of her likes and dislikes. News spread like wildfire and now everyone knows that you like her. But you still have no courage to declare your feelings for her. Instead, you look after her like a secret angel. When she's sad, you tell her that you will always be there for her. When she's happy, you stand far away in a corner, just being contented that all's well. Every time you see her, your heart skips a beat. After a long time, you finally found the guts to declare your love. It might be through a text message (because you are too shy to say it face to face) or a bear holding the words "I love you". For the few moments that she's quiet, your heart beats doubly fast. Then her face breaks into a smile and at that moment, you already know her answer. All goes well after that. You send her home after school, you study together, you make cards for her. You just want to grow old with her. Arguments are inevitable in a relationship. You know that you will give into her eventually but you just want to see her pout or stomp her feet. Because it makes her look cute. Because you enjoy her attention on the silly nitty gritty details. Because even if she's unreasonable, you still want to hold her in your arms and say "I'm sorry." After all, when one's in love, nothing else matters right? Some people's first love might not end on a happy note. Nevertheless, your first love will always have a special spot in your heart. There will be a song that belongs to only you and your first love. Even after many years, the lyrics will still bring an aching smile to your face. For the sweet moments you once shared together with her, will always remain a fond memory in your life. I wrote this post from a guy's perspective, with a smile on my face. Herein lies some of my deepest thoughts. I hope this post will evoke some of your deepest memories and take a moment to reminisce about the past, about your first love. Thank you for reading =)
Do you remember your first love? Do you remember the first time you stole a glance at her? Did it ever occur to you that you will fall for her one day? Or was it love at first sight? Who made the first move, you or her? When it first started, you two were just friends. Conversations over msn stretched into the wee hours and you started texting each other. You could text all day, about everything and anything. From homework to food to movies. Receiving a message from her will brighten up your day, putting a wide silly smile on your face. Then it became phone calls. Chatting on the phone for hours on end. Now you are at the "it's complicated" stage. Your classmates don't know that you two are close. The secret glances that you two exchange seem to hint something that only the both of you will understand. And this makes school life even more interesting. There is never a day that you will dread going to school. But you ain't sure of how she feels towards you. And so you started getting close to her friends, hoping to get some clues on her feelings. You learn to keep track of her likes and dislikes. News spread like wildfire and now everyone knows that you like her. But you still have no courage to declare your feelings for her. Instead, you look after her like a secret angel. When she's sad, you tell her that you will always be there for her. When she's happy, you stand far away in a corner, just being contented that all's well. Every time you see her, your heart skips a beat. After a long time, you finally found the guts to declare your love. It might be through a text message (because you are too shy to say it face to face) or a bear holding the words "I love you". For the few moments that she's quiet, your heart beats doubly fast. Then her face breaks into a smile and at that moment, you already know her answer. All goes well after that. You send her home after school, you study together, you make cards for her. You just want to grow old with her. Arguments are inevitable in a relationship. You know that you will give into her eventually but you just want to see her pout or stomp her feet. Because it makes her look cute. Because you enjoy her attention on the silly nitty gritty details. Because even if she's unreasonable, you still want to hold her in your arms and say "I'm sorry." After all, when one's in love, nothing else matters right? Some people's first love might not end on a happy note. Nevertheless, your first love will always have a special spot in your heart. There will be a song that belongs to only you and your first love. Even after many years, the lyrics will still bring an aching smile to your face. For the sweet moments you once shared together with her, will always remain a fond memory in your life. I wrote this post from a guy's perspective, with a smile on my face. Herein lies some of my deepest thoughts. I hope this post will evoke some of your deepest memories and take a moment to reminisce about the past, about your first love. Thank you for reading =)
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Do you remember your first love? Do you remember the first time you stole a glance at her? Did it ever occur to you that you will fall for her one day? Or was it love at first sight? Who made the first move, you or her? When it first started, you two were just friends. Conversations over msn stretched into the wee hours and you started texting each other. You could text all day, about everything and anything. From homework to food to movies. Receiving a message from her will brighten up your day, putting a wide silly smile on your face. Then it became phone calls. Chatting on the phone for hours on end. Now you are at the "it's complicated" stage. Your classmates don't know that you two are close. The secret glances that you two exchange seem to hint something that only the both of you will understand. And this makes school life even more interesting. There is never a day that you will dread going to school. But you ain't sure of how she feels towards you. And so you started getting close to her friends, hoping to get some clues on her feelings. You learn to keep track of her likes and dislikes. News spread like wildfire and now everyone knows that you like her. But you still have no courage to declare your feelings for her. Instead, you look after her like a secret angel. When she's sad, you tell her that you will always be there for her. When she's happy, you stand far away in a corner, just being contented that all's well. Every time you see her, your heart skips a beat. After a long time, you finally found the guts to declare your love. It might be through a text message (because you are too shy to say it face to face) or a bear holding the words "I love you". For the few moments that she's quiet, your heart beats doubly fast. Then her face breaks into a smile and at that moment, you already know her answer. All goes well after that. You send her home after school, you study together, you make cards for her. You just want to grow old with her. Arguments are inevitable in a relationship. You know that you will give into her eventually but you just want to see her pout or stomp her feet. Because it makes her look cute. Because you enjoy her attention on the silly nitty gritty details. Because even if she's unreasonable, you still want to hold her in your arms and say "I'm sorry." After all, when one's in love, nothing else matters right? Some people's first love might not end on a happy note. Nevertheless, your first love will always have a special spot in your heart. There will be a song that belongs to only you and your first love. Even after many years, the lyrics will still bring an aching smile to your face. For the sweet moments you once shared together with her, will always remain a fond memory in your life. I wrote this post from a guy's perspective, with a smile on my face. Herein lies some of my deepest thoughts. I hope this post will evoke some of your deepest memories and take a moment to reminisce about the past, about your first love. Thank you for reading =)